Beyond Existence

As I stood on the edge of existence this morning, April 15, 2016, the memory of another time filled me with its presence.  Was it only a month ago?  Was it a year?  I wasn't sure, for all things were one and time was non-existent.  The memory was not a memory but instead was a piece  of my soul.  My own infinity.  My truth.

I have not spoken of it.  I thought I never would.  To have merged with the Presence that I call God and to have been taken to the edge of this existence, well, that was enough for me to speak out loud.  Far too much for most to accept.  But my experience hadn't ended there and I realize, on this day, that I am called to speak of it now.

Existence is only a small room in a home too large to fit into a word.  I stood on the edge of the 'doorway' leading out.  I looked upon the majestic sight of a billion other existences, shining like distant lights in the darkened night.

This time, like the last time, like the very first time, my soul was nothing but yearning.  The expanse of a billion existences was mine to explore.  Mine to love.  And love it I do. I am a solitary atom, free to gaze upon, perhaps touch, any atom within a billion existence.  I am alone.  But I am one with All.  I want to stand forever, looking upon the vastness that is too massive to describe.  It is more familiar to me than this place they call Earth.

But I am gently turned and I look back through the immensity of this existence and somewhere, somewhere beyond my vision's reach, there is a universe that holds the planet they call Earth.  And I know that I exist there at the moment.  It is real.  But not as real as the place where I now stand.

The voice I so often hear whispers to my moment and to my reason for living in a place so small.  I listened.  And coming back to Earth I find this piece I've posted here below.  I have no recollection of creating it.  But I take note now of the date on the file and on the piece itself.  It is this date.  Two years ago.  I am asked to share it now.  Along with the secret that is not a secret at all.

The word 'existence' would seem to suggest .. 'all that is.'  In my world, it does not.  There are a billion existences.  And they are beautiful beyond any minuscule Earth-words could possibly describe.  And as I speak of this now the reason is clear.  The souls on Earth are meant to break the habit of limited thinking.  It is possible to have awareness of All and still be limited to this infinitesimal reality we call Earth.  It is meant that Humanity learn to live with full awareness.  It is this avenue that will take Earth's reality to a different place of Being.

Infinite souls who are aware of All choose to view life from a different perspective.  One so all-encompassing it does not choose to act with violence, disdain, judgment, or any of the other actions that insult the soul of another.  Expand your mind.  Expand your reality.  Your reality will change.

April 15, 2014

 

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Healing Through Infinity

There is (and maybe always has been) much talk about having a human experience and the fact that it is a temporary experience for an Infinite Soul. I have zero doubt about the truth of that. Why then does the reality of Humankind continue to express itself with suffering, murder, abuse, and every other imaginable way of one Soul causing pain to another Soul? Why do humans allow themselves to forget the Infinite Truth of who they are and not express that Truth to the fullest extent possible here on Earth?

I had been 100% certain that I would wait a while before writing another blog but, left to my own devices (not working during this time), my natural state of being a writer and an explorer of dichotomies kicks in. As I sat contemplating this morning .. thinking about not writing a blog .. this idea for a blog came skipping in. It declared itself to be a great idea and so .. here we are .. exploring a question that I'm sure millions of souls have asked for thousands of years.

I, personally, have dedicated my life to the quest of understanding the dichotomies of life here and life on 'the other side.' Having spent some time there, having been exposed to the wisdom and the almost-unfathomable degree of love, compassion, and acceptance for ALL, I suppose it was a natural path for me to take .. the exploration of the unbelievable difference in who we are in one reality vs. another.

The piece of the puzzle that came tripping in to talk to me this morning (for the hundredth time) was about the process of loving beyond pain. The pain of this Earth-life is temporary. The love we find when the pain is gone is infinite. And we are each Infinite Love. Believe me. I've been there. I've seen it for myself. And the experience of knowing all souls as their expression of infinite love has not left my mind for a single moment since. There have been, of course, moments of such deep pain and confusion that I have fallen into a spiral of not understanding. The dichotomy, the separation between the Truth and this life-experience too great for me to fathom. But these moments became my tool, my path, to greater understanding. For it is pain (I speak of emotional pain, not physical) that drives the quest for understanding, for a deeper search, for answers. And one of the answers was this.......

If you know you are an infinite soul, if you embody and live that Truth, then you know that the emotional pain is temporary and not a part of the infinite truth of who you are, who the other person/people are. When you leave this temporary Earth-experience, you will not take the pain. It will not be a part of you. If it is not a part of your infinite soul then why would you embrace it as your Truth here on Earth? If you wish to walk the Truth of your soul here on Earth, then you can make no exceptions. You cannot pick and choose what is Truth for the infinite soul and say it is not Truth for the earthly body. To do so is to encourage a belief in separation. But you are not meant to be separate from your own soul.

What then is the answer? How do you arrive at a place of peace and leave the pain behind? It might sound 'new-agey' or unrealistic .. idealistic .. or whatever term you might wish to use .. but the answer is love. In soul to soul relationships we are pure love. There is nothing else. Anything other than a state of love is an un-truth in the soul's experience. I realize that I may sound totally 'out there' by stating that it is possible to Be Love despite everything that unfolds here on Earth. And yet it is my Truth. I live it because I've seen it for myself and it is an experience that one cannot forget. It is my hope and intention to pass this Truth along. Perhaps, one person at a time, this Truth can resonate around our planet and through this understanding we can change our world. I think it's a viable idea. But then again (smile) they call me idealistic. (I disagree.)

I can state for a fact that staying in a state of pure love, despite the worst of circumstances, is possible. I have lived it. If it is possible for me it is possible for you. Maybe I am just here to state the obvious. (smile)

I am Love. You are Love. We are One .. through Infinity.





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