That moment when God touches your dream, tells you your story, gives you a song.
You wake up to an understanding as far-reaching as your soul. Here is 3-D and here is your understanding. And now you will change. Your world was never what you thought was real but in the back of your mind you knew how it was meant to be. You spent your years bringing the pieces into your dreams, examining them like tiny, fascinating shards of glass. Waking moments of wandering, searching for the pieces that you knew were meant to come together to give you the picture of your life.
Now you sit, slightly dazzled by the dream, by the touch of God, by the reality of the day. But the song haunts you. Quietly. Growing louder as you attempt to go about your regular 3-D morning. I will not be ignored, it whispers, sounding like your soul. Finally you stop, make the computer your friend, slip on the head phones, and look for the song. But you don't have to look. You open the massive web site and it is the first song on the site. Waiting for you like an open door.
As the words crawl through your cells with clues there comes a shadow. Standing in silence. Watching. Regret and sorrow. The road not taken is bathed in light and you both turn to stare at it in disbelief. The shadow weeps. Your soul reaches out to comfort. The light on the path dims until darkness is all you see. The song grows quieter until silence takes over.
Slipping off the head phones you stare in silence at the future. The shards of glass, the pieces that were the picture of your life, fall away. Souls go astray. Destinies die. New paths are born. Souls find a way. They are infinite.
God speaks now of a destiny unknown. A path un-charted. He has shown a light upon that which was meant to be. He speaks to me of what could have been and why it went astray. In this revelation I become more Whole. He gently closes that door and with His touch He turns me away. His touch lays upon my soul and a peace fills me as I step away from that which was and turn toward that which will be.
It is a path unknown but it is God. The song plays again and this time I allow it to fade. It is the song of the past and it is saying good-bye. The path of my life, the shards of glass, the reality that was never born ... I allow it all to fall away. I turn to that which will be, place my hand in the hand of God, and open the door to my destiny.
PS: In response to a "mis-interpretation" of the blog ... a further explanation ... People speak of destiny and set-in-stone lifetimes that 'must' follow a certain path. But there were two paths .. two destinies .. not inter-twined but running parallel. I have walked my entire life with an awareness of both .. and gained an understanding from both that goes beyond 'the norm.' It's been fascinating, to say the least, and so very informative. The understanding of both paths has now merged into a Oneness with God that is ripe with understanding and brings with it a heart so open that it touches all souls with the utmost of love and compassion. In some odd way I have walked both paths, loved both paths, learned from both paths. On both the love of soul has been monumental, often overwhelming. I feel doubly blessed by the dichotomy.
We are One. Always One and forever One.
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