The Forever Wound

This blog is not what it might seem to be, in the beginning of it. Read on.........


It was not something I expected. Not even something I would have imagined or predicted. A morning like every other was to become the first step into a deeper reality. A deeper understanding of God.


Since my 'death' in 1974 the entirety of my life has been a quest for Divine Union with God. To have been in that Presence and been 'put back' into this reality created such a dichotomy within me that, honestly, I had no choice but to chase the dream, so to speak. With that quiet voice as my constant companion, I followed every step asked of me. I ended up marveling over the degree of pain that I experienced by following what I call Divine Direction. It was, of course, a question in my mind. Why did the quest for God lead to such extreme pain? What was I meant to learn? And as the experiences grew in intensity, the question became almost moot. It is what it is until it isn't any more.

When I thought I had experienced the worst of the worst I think God must have shaken his finger at me with a 'no no no' gesture. Unfortunately, I didn't see that and so walked unknowingly into something that annihilated me completely. Of course it was meant to be. It was my destiny. And if I'd seen it coming of course I would have run the other way. But I wasn't meant to run the other way. I was meant to discover that the soul can be wounded and the soul can be scarred. I had not known that prior to my run-in with the most extreme pain God had to dole out. I spent two years trying to get to the lesson and understanding. And it was such an ah-ha moment when God touched me, on this morning, and explained, that I knew my life, possibly my soul, would never be the same.



I felt His Presence in a way I'd never felt it before. So physically in the room that every atom of my body reacted. I actually felt the cells inside me shift and change as they absorbed the truth that a visitation like no other was taking place. I stepped into my internal silence in a way I hadn't done in years and simply listened.

"There are wounds that change the soul. Yes. Every soul will encounter them. The quest for Oneness with God, for understanding of God, demands it. And every soul will survive it. Yes.

"It is not the dying of a loved one, for all souls are eternal and will meet again. It is not the loss of riches. It is not the hunger, the sickness, the murder, or the greed. It is not the expected pain.

"It is the experience of giving the gift of God through the love you offer and finding out that it has no value. It is not that you have no value, for that is a lie and is based upon the human experience, illusion, ego, and falsities of that temporary experience. It is the utter abandonment of all things temporary and the offering of all things eternal; and that offering receives not only a blind eye but an action akin to killing a soul. It is those moments when you offer the Infinite Soul and another Infinite Soul knowingly destroys with actions of non-love."

"Can you tell me why such an experience is necessary in order to know God?" I asked quietly.

"How can you know God if you do not know the scars of God? The scars that come when one Child can utterly disregard another Child of God. The scars of God when only Love is offered ... but remains unseen.

"One would be oblivious to Truth if one thought that existence and all of its events do not impact the Presence of God. If all is energy, and all energy impacts all energy, how could one assume that God is not impacted as well?"

The Voice grew quieter than a whisper. "God offers only love. How often is that accepted? All suffering caused by one Child upon another would end if all Children knew the love God offers. Can anyone possibly believe that God does not see the Child who turns away from the love of God that is offered?"



The words will forever echo in my soul. "How can you know God if you do not know the scars of God?"

Scars caused by indifference.

God is not indifferent.













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Revelations from God

That moment when God touches your dream, tells you your story, gives you a song.

You wake up to an understanding as far-reaching as your soul. Here is 3-D and here is your understanding. And now you will change. Your world was never what you thought was real but in the back of your mind you knew how it was meant to be. You spent your years bringing the pieces into your dreams, examining them like tiny, fascinating shards of glass. Waking moments of wandering, searching for the pieces that you knew were meant to come together to give you the picture of your life.

Now you sit, slightly dazzled by the dream, by the touch of God, by the reality of the day. But the song haunts you. Quietly. Growing louder as you attempt to go about your regular 3-D morning. I will not be ignored, it whispers, sounding like your soul. Finally you stop, make the computer your friend, slip on the head phones, and look for the song. But you don't have to look. You open the massive web site and it is the first song on the site. Waiting for you like an open door.

As the words crawl through your cells with clues there comes a shadow. Standing in silence. Watching. Regret and sorrow. The road not taken is bathed in light and you both turn to stare at it in disbelief. The shadow weeps. Your soul reaches out to comfort. The light on the path dims until darkness is all you see. The song grows quieter until silence takes over.

Slipping off the head phones you stare in silence at the future. The shards of glass, the pieces that were the picture of your life, fall away. Souls go astray. Destinies die. New paths are born. Souls find a way. They are infinite.



God speaks now of a destiny unknown. A path un-charted. He has shown a light upon that which was meant to be. He speaks to me of what could have been and why it went astray. In this revelation I become more Whole. He gently closes that door and with His touch He turns me away. His touch lays upon my soul and a peace fills me as I step away from that which was and turn toward that which will be.

It is a path unknown but it is God. The song plays again and this time I allow it to fade. It is the song of the past and it is saying good-bye. The path of my life, the shards of glass, the reality that was never born ... I allow it all to fall away. I turn to that which will be, place my hand in the hand of God, and open the door to my destiny.




PS: In response to a "mis-interpretation" of the blog ... a further explanation ... People speak of destiny and set-in-stone lifetimes that 'must' follow a certain path. But there were two paths .. two destinies .. not inter-twined but running parallel. I have walked my entire life with an awareness of both .. and gained an understanding from both that goes beyond 'the norm.' It's been fascinating, to say the least, and so very informative. The understanding of both paths has now merged into a Oneness with God that is ripe with understanding and brings with it a heart so open that it touches all souls with the utmost of love and compassion. In some odd way I have walked both paths, loved both paths, learned from both paths. On both the love of soul has been monumental, often overwhelming. I feel doubly blessed by the dichotomy.

We are One. Always One and forever One.













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What If You're Being Manipulated?

What if? The question is tantalizing, urging us to open our minds to explore things we might not otherwise think about. Our minds, you know, sometimes have limitations. 'What if' does not.

By now the populace of people who believe that Earth-reality is a place where infinite souls reside in order to study cause and effect has grown to a point where it's not a taboo subject matter. So, that's what I'm going to talk about. What if the study of cause and effect had, as it's main component, the 'war' of power and control? In other words, what if power and control is the driving force behind all conflict? (which it probably is) If there was no push and pull of the struggle of who (or what) is in power, would the energy of cause and effect have the impetus to keep the momentum of the study going?

Have you noticed how rapidly things that you 'should' get hysterical about are cycling nowadays? There is a 'new flu' that's going to kill everyone on the planet. Oh, you're not buying it. Let's see. How about this? There's a new plague that's going to kill everyone on the planet. Oh, you don't like that illusion well enough to get hysterical. Well. How about this? Forty grasshoppers were seen in a field. Surely this is a sign of a takeover. Right? Right? Oh. You're not listening to that one either.

Now here is the topic that drove me to write this blog. In my humble opinion, the issue of human differences, and the acceptance of such, was making huge headway. People around the world were coming to a level of understanding that all people are equal. People seemed to be headed toward the reality of actually getting along better. The numbers of people demanding peace and equality was growing. But with a disappointed eye we're witnessing an effort to stir things up again. Let's make everything about race. Which it's not. Let's create situations where humanity fights about who is the 'bad guy.' Let's create events that cause great division and angst. But if all people are in harmony and understanding that every person is an infinite soul and an aspect of God no one would be fighting or killing or abusing and the 'news' would have no riots, assassinations, killings to report. Nothing to rile humanity into a frenzy of division and separation and fear.

What if the current rise in strife is a way of manipulating the forward progress of peace, an attempt to drive people back to being angry and separate, judgmental and afraid?

What if we all said 'no' and walked in peace? What if we all said that we're not going to take sides but instead stand in the middle and demand that everyone be seen as equal and as an aspect of God?

What if we refused to buy into the effort to divert our attention, cause fear, separate us, make us forget?

What if we demanded that those who are trying to stir the pot and keep the struggles of power and control going stop? Simply stop.

The mind control manipulation that causes drama in order to cause separation and inequality cannot succeed unless we allow it to succeed.

What if we all decided that we are not going to allow our minds .. our realities .. to be manipulated any longer? What if we walked in our own Infinite Truth and Divine Union and demanded that same reality for every other person on the planet?

And by the way ... what if everything that made you feel powerless was actually a gift from the study of cause and effect? An effort to move you into realizing the full power of who you are? If you are in your full power and your Divine Union with All That Is, does the mind control and manipulation have the power to move you?



We are living in the time and space of a consensual reality, an agreed-upon way of living. But we are also in a time of changing what we agree upon. We have the power to change conflict into peace.

What if............









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More About the Crystal Ray

I'd like to begin with something basic that I was shown many years ago. 4th dimension.
Here we are in 3rd dimension. We're creating and sending out energy 24/7. That's not just one of us. That's about seven billion of us. Everything being energy, thoughts, emotions, actions, well, everything .. everything .. is energy. We're creating it. But where does it go when it leaves us? I can tell you what I was told .. and shown. And it wasn't pretty.

I was hovering above the energy of 4th dimension, looking down. Have you ever stood on a hill and looked down at a refuse plant? Heaps and heaps, acres and acres, of refuse. Filthy. Rat-infested. Cast-offs from life.

3rd dimensional energy that no one wants any more.

Have you ever thought about it? Where does all of the 3-D energy we create go? Well, now you know. At least, you know from my perspective. What I was shown. Believe me, the vision stuck with me. I think about it daily.

And then I think about housekeeping. The endless job. You clean and before you know it, you have to clean again. If you're an 'energy worker' who is here on the planet trying to help with raising the energy of Humanity and the planet, you know where I'm going with this. No sooner is a thought 'healed' (transmuted to a higher vibration) then another thought is tossed into the mix. But not just one. Seven billion. Which is why I've been so hot on the topic of personal responsibility for one's energy all these years. The energy you create has to go somewhere. What energy do you want to contribute to 'the whole?'

Now ... how does the Crystal Ray fit into the point I'm trying to make?

I've put the link to the free PDF for 'The Crystal Ray Basics' here in the blog. Basically, the Crystal Ray is a vibrational 'tool' that is crystalline in nature and helps connect people to the higher vibrational frequency of their infinite soul. If you can imagine it this way.....

Let's imagine that the dimensional frequencies/realities look like a stack of pancakes piled on top of each other. Each pancake is a dimension. They are touching, but they are separate 'entities.' But the picture, as a whole, incorporates all energies within this existence. Every pancake, energetically, is one with all of the others, making up the 'full picture.'

The Crystal Ray, again, resonates with the frequency of your infinite soul. If you are in the 3rd dimension 'drawing down' the energy of your higher frequency soul energy using the Crystal Ray, you are necessarily impacting the other dimensions through which you pass. I've made a very crudely drawn picture as an example/visual.

Though I've had this information/visual aid for about 30 years, it was only after the huge-huge night that just unfolded that I was told it was time to make it a little more public. It's not rocket science. It's very logical. But it's not something most of us think about on a daily basis. I was told it was time for more people to start thinking about it.

Here's a brief run-down of part of the night's conversation.

The task of raising the Earth's vibrational frequency comes with the realization that Earth will, eventually, no longer support a reality that thrives on suffering, pain, karma, mayhem, etc. It will continue as a host to those who study cause and effect, but the way in which study is done will be vastly different.

The work of many who have come to the planet to assist in the raising of frequencies has reached a point where Universal Law allows for direct action with the energies that are keeping the planet in the 'box'/role it has been playing. This is why the topic of 'the matrix' has become almost a household conversation. The control that the 'matrix grid' has had upon the consensual reality of Humanity has broken down to the degree that the next step of the work can begin. (By the way, the matrix grid is, from what I've been shown and told, is a 4th dimensional effort.)

That said, the 4th dimensional energies, the 'garbage dump,' if you will, 'lays on' the 3rd dimension. It makes sense, right? The 4th pancake lays on top of the 3rd. And so, necessarily, the 3rd is impacted by the weight of the 4th. (so to speak .. bear with me on this) If we lessen the weight of the 4th, we ease the energy of the 3rd. This is where the Crystal Ray comes in.

If we use visuals again, which is always one of my favorite tools, think of the Crystal Ray as needle-thin. That needle penetrates all of the dimensions, touching everything it 'passes through.' Therefore, the energy/vibration of the Crystal Ray as it passes through the 4th dimension, the 4th pancake, would impact the energy of the 4th, right?

And so, logically, the more people in 3rd dimension who 'draw down' the energy of the Crystal Ray, through all dimensions and into the 3rd, the more impact there will be upon 'the garbage dump.' Can you see it?

I don't know about you but I'm all for 'putting holes' in the 4th dimensional story. Right? (smile)


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An ET 'Clue' .. The Difference Between a Reason and an Excuse

(Note: Much of what you will read here are direct quotes, or paraphrasing what was said to me. I do not 'channel' .. I have direct conversations.)

It was a seemingly casual conversation, if there is such a thing when you sit around a table with a handful of ETs. We were addressing a topic that had come up before, but in much more depth. I had posted a sentence of an earlier conversation publicly, and it wasn't welcomed with a smile, as I recall. The sentence had to do with a viewpoint expressed by an ET friend who had offered the thought that human society was parasitic. I understood, at the time, exactly what he meant and still do to this day. But for some reason, on this night, they wanted to address the topic in a deeper way. I was more than willing. If they have insights that can, perhaps, help humanity evolve, I'm more than thrilled to be a part of it.

To boil the topic of conversation down to a few words ... there is a reason why human society is and has been the way it is. There is no excuse for it to stay that way.

One of the ETs in attendance spoke. He is from the society that I refer to as The Sapphire Blue Group. Very tall, very thin, very compassionate, with eyes that know your soul.

"In order for the next step forward to take place, certain things have to be realized. There is a power and control game going on in almost every interaction on that planet. The current ways of interacting are designed to make people powerless. Let me define that for you. If you don't say what I want you to say, I will walk away. If you don't do what I want you to do, I will walk away. You are powerless to stop me from walking away. When I walk away I am telling you that I don't love you. You need love from me but only I can give it. Therefore you are powerless."

I mulled that over while he studied me.

He continued after a moment. "If you do not have money we will not feed you. If you do not get fed you are powerless. If you do not follow certain ways of being, we will ignore you, we will ostracize you, we will attack you. If you say something I don't like, I may slap you. I may beat you. I may even kill you. Or perhaps I will only hate you. If you don't behave the way I want you to, I may put you in chains and hide you in the basement. Or I may simply take my caring away from you. You are powerless to stop my reaction to you. You are powerless to stop me from taking my love and acceptance away from you."

I met his eyes. "With all you say I would reply that we retain our power by choosing our reaction."

"Indeed. And that's a wonderful key to understanding yourself as a human being AND as an infinite soul." The way his eyes changed as he glanced at me made me catch my breath a bit. I knew something big was coming. "I'd like to address another step forward in understanding oneself. And it's a step that all humans may encounter on their path to spiritually evolving beyond the powerless situations that occur on that planet.

"Recently you went through a situation that devastated you. Something perpetuated by another human being. You went through all of the 'normal' processes of the heart and of the mind. Trying to forgive, trying to understand, trying to find a reason, trying to love through the apparent hatred that would need to be there for someone to do something so horrific. Because you do not have the reason, you do not have the answers. Without the answers, you feel powerless to understand." He paused and studied me. "And without understanding there is a slight feeling of powerlessness that is left within you. You have no control over what occurred and no way to reconcile things in your own mind."

I nodded. He was absolutely right. Understanding, in my world, always brings me comfort and acceptance of what is. I think they call it 'closure.' (smile)

"I want to use this as an example for the human race." He glanced around at the others who were studying us both intently, heads moving back and forth as though watching a tennis match. "Though it's almost impossible to imagine, there is a reason for most of the events that have taken place on that planet through the years. There has been much wisdom gained, much insight acquired, great spiritual growth attained. It has been an excellent study in Cause and Effect. Pain has played a big part in the task of gaining insight. And pain has been one of the keys to people being powerless. Whether that be physical or emotional pain. It is debilitating. Or it can be.

"And so it has been on Planet Earth. There has been a reason things have unfolded as they have. But there comes a time when the reason is no longer in place and it becomes an excuse. That's where the human society is at this time. There is no reason for the lessons of making others powerless to continue. There is a place established where souls can now go to learn in that way. It is not Earth's place to support that path of study any longer. This is one of the keys for what you and so many others know .. that life on Earth is meant to change. And IS changing." He turned his eyes to me and I felt the full impact of his soul. Our hearts seemed to merge entirely for a moment. "What was done to you might be said to have a 'reason.' It did not. It has an 'excuse.' This is why you are having such a difficult time with it."

I felt my soul shiver as I accepted his words and knew they were true.

After taking a few deep breaths, I ventured a comment. "People's interactions need to change," I ventured. "When we think about it the way you pointed out, that every interaction is, beneath the surface, a way of taking or keeping power, then that's a huge key that we need to think about."

"Absolutely," he agreed.

One of those in attendance, who resides aboard The Esartania, spoke up. "May I offer some comments? In the reality of All That Is, in the truth of every person being an Infinite Soul, and in the reality of all people, all souls, having an origin of only love and only light, the way of interacting would be easily changed if all of these things were kept in mind." He glanced around at the others. "We all maintain Divine Harmony at all times. We all have the common goal of being our own truth, of exhibiting the best of our own souls through every action and word. There is equality. There is no fight for one to be 'more' than another. Nothing is gained and everyone loses in such a scenario."

"Exactly," I agreed, a bit too loudly. I apologized for my enthusiasm.

"You're the one in the middle of the fray. No need to apologize. Besides which," he added, with a twinkle in his eye, "it's your job to be passionate about the change. It's why you're down there."

I raised a sarcastic eyebrow at him. He chuckled. We all knew how thrilled I was to be away from my home, my origin.

The tall Being spoke again. "As you're aware, there has been a great influx of energy coming from those who are not on Earth at this time. We have all come together with a common goal, which is to infuse as much higher dimensional energy into the consensual reality as possible in order to support those who are there to plant the energy of change. With this, we are hoping that people will begin to remember and embrace their other dimensional frequencies and bring them into the grid as well. The potential is great. The more people who infuse the truth of who they are into their daily lives, the more the energy of the grid, the planet, the reality will raise. You have a unique opportunity on the planet at this time. You can all take reality from a place of victimization to a place of oneness. What greater goal could there be?"

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A Different Type of Dream

3am .. the time of waking dreams and revelations.
All things are inter-woven and the dream is no exception. It was only a week or two ago that I was taken so far outside of reality, if we want to call it that, that, once again, I was changed so dramatically that I became another person. Not a new experience, this becoming new type of thing. But this particular event was so incredible and so far beyond even my ever-reaching imagination that I knew instantly this was something I would never speak of. My nature is to share but after examination of my decision, I realized that relating the experience could possibly do more harm than good.

The changes however .. that is another story. What would come out of the intense and incredible change I'd gone through? The dream seems to be a precursor, and I find the possibilities exciting beyond words.

I am in a vast and crowded space that looks like nothing I've ever seen before. A man in a mud-colored robe stands beside me. On my right is a 'monster' so massive that all I can see is a portion of his face. He opens his mouth to bare his teeth and I am looking into an abyss that seemingly has no end. Each tooth is, I am told, 13 feet long. There are many.

The man in robes hands me an old, rusty, steel hammer. "Hit yourself in the head hard enough to pass out and you won't feel anything when he eats you. You'll live in his belly and you won't even be aware of the fact that you're in his belly. You'll just live."

I looked at the hammer in my hand. I looked at him. I looked at the 'monster.' And wondered if he thought I was insane. "Why would I do that?" I asked.

He pointed to a crowd of people that I hadn't noticed before. "They're all doing it." He shrugged nonchalantly, as though that was explanation enough.

Irritated with his nonsense, I turned away and watched as, one by one, people hit themselves with hammers and entered the crushing jaws of the 'monster.' They seemed robotic. They seemed fatalistic. They seemed not to know that they had a choice in the matter.

I turned back to the man in robes. "Take this," I demanded, shoving the hammer into his hand.

He looked incredibly surprised. "What are you going to do?" he cried, alarmed.

"I'm not going in there to live, I can tell you that," I snapped. I turned to my left instinctively. "Bring me the other option," I said loudly. In truth, I had no conscious idea of what I was talking about but apparently, on some level, I did know.

A man in a white robe appeared. He had a rope in his hand and on the other end of the rope was a 'monster' who appeared quite similar to the one who was occupied with eating people and storing them in his belly. This 'monster' was passive and obeyed instantly when the man in white robes quietly told him to roll over. In an instant his underbelly was in clear view. He laid on his back without resistance, waiting.

The white-robed man gestured at me to lay down on the exposed underbelly of the 'monster.' "We'll take you to another truth," he said quietly.

I crawled up onto the underbelly, doing my best to ignore the sensations of the extremely unusual texture of his skin and the uncomfortable 'feeling' of the experience. As soon as I was 'nestled' into the folds of the clammy skin, we were moving. We picked up speed. We were racing in the opposite direction of 'the trap.'

I didn't look back.



It was 4am. My 'transporation mode' was gone and I stood alone with the white-robed Master. We stood in the center of nothingness. I was cells separated by space and I was nothing at all.

"Pain is the controlling factor," he advised quietly. "You no longer have to agree to the reality of the lie."

"Pain is the controlling factor." Here .. at 6am .. I sit staring at my journal. "Pain Is The Controlling Factor" is the title of a book I began to write four years ago.





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Putting Logic and Soul On the Manifestation Table

If we're honest with ourselves, there's probably not many who wouldn't like to manifest something different in their lives. And there's plenty of opinions, books, techniques, etc. that address the possibilities. But what if all of the suggestions don't work and all you come away with is a degree of frustration that leads to a temporary self-loathing and the thought that you're just not good enough .. you're not doing it right .. someone 'up there' hates you and doesn't want you to have what you desire, etc.? (And the list of 'negatives' could go on but I'll leave it at this small list.)

This is just my humble opinion and an attempt to express my thoughts about the well-meaning attempts to show people how to change their lives. What I've argued with throughout the years is the fact that none of the techniques will work for you if it's not meant to be. What I mean by that is ... as infinite souls we have chosen this lifetime for the purpose of learning. With the soul's goal as a priority, the ego/personality goals take a back seat. If your soul needs a particular experience, be it poverty or lack or an unhappy relationship or any one of the other several trillion experiences that life has to offer, that's what you will end up with.

I think we all know that. Or at least I hope that we do. But here comes the temptation to believe that, with enough perseverance, dedication, positive thinking, etc., we can change that which is not meant to change. That's where my issue comes roaring to the surface. Do all of the 'techniques' raise false hopes? And, if so, is this just another lesson in dealing with the 'negative emotions' of the illusion, whether it be called 'mind control' or something else? And in addition, I find myself thinking ... if a manifestation technique is foolproof, wouldn't every prison be empty and turned into a flower shop or something? Doesn't every prisoner want to manifest freedom? And if 'techniques' worked for everyone, then reality would be different for everyone. No exceptions.

I am of the opinion that false hope is equal to no hope. It may actually have an additional 'yuck' added into the mix because if we allow false hope we are allowing a lie to direct our experience.

My point .. this blog .. came to my mind for two reasons. One is that I witness so many people who attempt to manifest and come away feeling much worse than they did beforehand. It hurts my heart to see something that is meant to be so positive and hopeful causing so much pain. If we attempt to manifest and are convinced that others are successful, then the question of why doesn't it work for us raises it's ugly head. That can lead to loss of hope, distrust of self, depression, self-doubt, and questioning oneself on a myriad of levels. The second reason I am writing this is that I was awakened four times during the night with 'an ethereal request' hanging in the air, asking me to address this issue. Honestly, I have a faint recall of having written about this topic before but it's too faint for me to remember when or where I might have stored the end result. What is interesting is .. if I've written about it before, why am I so strongly urged to write about it again?

After a time of prayer, this is the answer that I returned with.

All souls evolve and one of the avenues of evolution is the human experience. To dis-allow your experience is to dis-allow the soul's dedicated devotion of its own growth into greater wisdom and knowledge. It is far more courageous to understand how to gain wisdom from the experience than to seek to escape or change it. It was never told to any soul that the human pathway would be an easy one, but yet it can be. 'Easy' comes into being when you accept that which you yourself are creating. You yourself are creating this human experience. Every moment of it. Rejoice in the fact that you, from an infinite soul point of view, are choosing to manifest some of the most intense and gratifying experiences available. The end result of your pathway to knowledge will be gratifying times ten. Or perhaps even times a million.

When your soul has gained the wisdom from an experience you can rest assured that your reality will change. It is a natural law and irrevocable. This truth leads to the wisdom of surrender vs. force. The Earth experience offers a tremendous amount of knowledge of the energy of cause and effect. You can, with enough force, cause change. But if the change you cause through force is in opposition to the path set by your infinite soul, the effect may well create an experience not of your liking.

The answer to the prayer for understanding continued.

Quote: "You are asked to address this topic not only for the smaller focus of the individual but for the much larger focus of the changes coming to this planet and this human reality. Force has no place in the current spiritual evolution and dimensional frequency shift. The end result that is sought is Divine Harmony. Force has no place within the energy of Divine Harmony. There is and will continue to be a natural progression of events on and surrounding Earth. This is a process and the evolution of any process takes time. This is not a change that will easily accept attempts to force people or things to change. This is a time for surrender, trust, Knowing, and Allowing."

As I attempt to wind this down and stop 'talking' in this blog, I realize that there is much, much more to say on the various topics that have just been briefly touched upon. I leave it to time and circumstance, the natural revelation of wisdom that is seeping into this Earth-reality as the energy of lies is slowly being broken down and the mind control illusions continue to lose their grip. Patience, compassion, trust ... these are some of the key components we need as we continue traversing the monumental changes that we all can sense going on 'behind the scenes.' Truth is the goal and nothing within existence can stop the progress of Truth.





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An Addendum For the "Energy Masters"

An Addendum for "The Gift of Separation .. Ten Fold" (the blog just prior to this one)
(http://questarchronicles.blogspot.com/2015/01/the-gift-of-separation-ten-fold.html)
... for those who are as engrossed in the study of energy as I .. those who are, or who seek to be, 'energy masters.'


"The Gift of Separation" blog talked about the manifestation of the un-real in order to know the Real. The fact that you do not need to seek that which you already have. With that comes this.........

If all things are energy, which they are, the quest to become all that you can be is an energy. What if .. what if .. the energy of the quest was altered to be the energy of expressing the Truth of who you are through all time and space.

What if you did an 'energy substitution?'

Here's a possible key....... When you step into 'the void' between who this world/reality tells you that you are and the truth of your own infinite soul, you become 'neutral.' You cease to manifest/generate energy. You become the void. Motionless. Thought-less. An energy form that is, for the moment, neutral. You are not impacting anything or anyone. There is no thing and no one who is impacting you. You are using the energy of nothingness to 'switch gears,' to create an empty space with the goal of doing an 'energy substitution.'

The Universe does not allow an empty space, a void, to exist for long. The Law of Energy dictates that all space must be filled with energy. By 'dropping' the energy you have been you allow 'new' energy to take the place of the old.

What if you were to take all of the energy you are exerting to finding 'the answer' and shifted it over to knowing that you already have the answer?

You exist through all time and space .. infinitely. Which means that, if you do not allow the illusion of separation, all that you seek is existing somewhere within the reach of your infinite soul. Your Oneness with All That Is will then allow you to access .. well .. All That Is.



It is my steadfast belief that this time in Earth's 'reality' is ripe with the possibility of changing the energy of the consensual reality that plays out here. If that is true, then each person on this planet has the opportunity to step away from the falsehoods and infuse the energy of their own infinite truth into the life they are living. What if .. what if .. that is exactly what your mission, your purpose, for being here is?







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The Gift of Separation .. Ten Fold

Art by L. Zimmerman
A piece based upon what she was shown when she was 'on the other side."



God gives you this illusion, this place in time, this place you call 'reality,' as a stepping stone for your soul's understanding.

The key component here, in this illusion, is the belief that there is such a thing as separation. The truth is that there is no such thing. The lives we manifest are tools for creating the un-real.

Living the belief of separation allows souls to work their way through every aspect of who they are. Emotionally, financially, spiritually, etc.; the belief in separation, as well as the fact that it appears very, very real here in this place and time, is the primary drive for souls to understand what the lack of separation really means.

Divine Union with all that is will be enhanced by your soul, ten fold, by the time you complete the lessons you are giving yourself, here in this lifetime. Divine Union allows only Divine Harmony with All. Separation allows only dis-harmony.

What better way to understand True Divine Harmony than to understand what it is not? What better way for the soul to learn, to enhance its ability to be in Divine Harmony with all that is, than to live the opposite? All things within existence must be learned and understood, including that which is 'un-real.' We, as souls, create the un-real in order to better understand the Real.

You are your past. You are your future. You are the question. You are the answer. You are the final result of what you are choosing to learn by manifesting this lifetime. Knowing this, understanding this, gives you yet another key to truth of who you are. You need not seek that which you already have.







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The Reason for 'Non-Existence' .. perhaps .. said tongue in cheek

There is a primary thought that hovers in my mind, dominates my reality, overshadows every thought, word, and action. Some have told me to 'get over it.' Some have urged me to figure it out and then let it go. And there's been a few other suggestions that probably shouldn't be mentioned in mixed company. (chuckle) But I could not listen to any suggestions, or change my obsessive quest, if we want to call it that. The answer to what plagued me had the potential to change my life, and possibly the lives of others. To let it go would be a betrayal of my soul. Or at least that's how I've thought of it.

Since we're talking about something based upon a 1974 event, we can safely say that it's been a long quest. Here, in 2015, The Presence of God now quietly shows up to speak of it, and the relief flows through me like healing of the highest order.

Those who have followed my work have heard me speak of this before. Bear with me as I speak of it again, but from the point of view spoken of by God.

It has been next to impossible to describe the time I spent on 'the other side,' which has led me to speak of it very little, at least in any depth. For the purpose of this missive, and for those who are new to my attempt to explain the reality of 'dying,' I'll try again. What has had me 'stuck' all of these years is the fact that, in less than a nano-second, this 3-D Earth and its reality did not exist. I stepped directly into the energy and presence of God when I 'died.' My question, my obsession, has been ... if this 3-D reality did not exist when I was in the Presence of God, why does it exist now? Or does it? What is this 'reality' we are living? And where is it? Where is it located if it could not be found while I was with God?

It's funny, now that I'm typing this, that a realization comes to me. It never, not even for a second, occurred to me to think that the reality of the Presence did not exist and 3-D did. No matter how solid, how 'real,' how much pain it inflicted to assert itself, 3-D could not convince me that it was 'real.' The moments spent with God could be cemented over with two million years of life on Earth and life on Earth could still never do anything to make itself more 'real' than the Presence. I can't state that strongly enough. And I feel my words are inadequate. It seems imperative for my infinite soul to impart the truth that 'dying' is not real.

Now back to the visitation by God, here in 2015.

The night was not quiet, as I had hoped it would be. I had to deliberately decide not to be irritated by people who thought that 3am was a good party time and force myself to stay calm within my own space. I had set out to use the night as an opportunity to connect with God and people were not going to stand in my way. As I felt the energy around and within me begin to shift into the very-familiar energy of Divine Union, I was thrilled to have succeeded in setting aside the 3-D 'stuff.' I was even more thrilled when I realized that the Presence of God was going to speak to me about the question I had carried with me since 1974.

His voice was immediate in the room. "It was not that the 3-D world of Earth did not exist, daughter. It was that you did not exist within it. Your energy, your focus, your spirit, your soul, was entirely removed. All things exist. Yes. But they do not exist in all realms and dimensions. In other words, 8th dimension exists but, due to its vibrational frequency, it does not exist within the parameters of 3rd dimension. The dimensional frequency where we met and spent time in 1974 did not allow for the reality of 3rd dimensional energy to exist in the same space."

Slightly miffed at the delay of the conversation (a delay of over 40 years), I replied. "We both know that I'm aware of the information you just gave me. I've worked that out during my many years of trying to figure out exactly what happened on that day of 'dying.' I suspect that You didn't make this great effort to reach me just to tell me what I already know."

I could feel the smile behind the words. "You're correct. I did not. I came to give you the energy of your own infinity. You are omnipresent. As infinite souls who are in Divine Union with the energy of God, all people are. However, the various realities throughout time and space cause a necessary shift in focus. A narrowing, if you will. To reside in any particular dimensional reality, in order to explore all of existence, which, after all, is what this is all about, one must narrow one's attention and focus on the minutiae of the moment."

He went on. "As aware as I was of your constant questioning, it served you best to allow you to work through the energy of your life in order to gain the various perspectives that you needed. To put it another way, you reached the ultimate goal of your existence when you joined my energy in 1974. I sent you back to the starting line, to begin the journey again, with the absolute knowing of the end result. The end result was the proverbial carrot on a stick to drive you forward into your own Knowingness."

"All infinite souls know all things," I offered.

"Indeed. But, as you are aware, various energy frequencies are capable of drowning out all others. Precisely why, during your experience of 'dying,' 3-D did not exist. Likewise, for so many people who reside momentarily in the 3-D vibrational reality, the Presence of God energy does not exist. Which leads to the belief that they are separate from God. Nothing and no one, as you know, is separate from God."

"Of course," I replied. If 1974 had taught me nothing else, it had taught me that.

I thought in silence for a brief moment. With a sudden, surprising tear appearing on my cheek, I said, "The moment when I stepped into your Presence, when everything else ceased to exist, is the moment above all others that I will cherish throughout my infinity. My time with you was Real. Everything else seems like an illusion. I think everything else has the taint of a lie upon it because nothing, in any way, comes close to matching the energy of what we shared."

"That is precisely why you had the experience," He said softly. I felt the gentle breath of his love on my soul. "It was meant that you come to know the Real. That you spend your time looking for the Real within the energy of the un-real. Knowing the energy of the Real as well as you do, you now infuse that energy into the energy of the life you lead. All energy impacts all energy. Do you see?"

I do. I see. I understand. Which is why I write. This blog. These books. Every effort and every word. My quest to infuse the energy of the Real into the lives of those who listen. My hope ... to help you remember.





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You Knew Exactly What You Were Doing

This blog is for those who 'know,' for those who, on whatever level within themselves, remember that they came to this incarnation with the intention of learning about the process of evolving from one vibrational frequency to another.

A brief explanation .... everything is energy and all energy has a frequency/vibration. Not only are we infinite souls who exist throughout all that is, but we exist in many different vibrational frequencies. In other words, we are not limited to being just this temporary 3-D body-of-the-moment.

Add to this the fact that we have existed, as souls, for however many years, centuries, eons. With that as a Truth, it would be impossible to assume that we came to this incarnation without any understanding or awareness of what we were doing.

Add to this that we were fully aware that the Earth itself would be transitioning. This time on Earth is, to my understanding, monumental. As it was told to me, by The Presence of God, there will be 1,000 years of the human race creating and evolving into a different reality. A spiritually-based reality that brings to the forefront the Divine Union of not only God but Soul, with full awareness and conscious interaction with both.

The topic I'm about to discuss would probably end up being a 1,000 page manuscript if I were to let myself tell you all that I've experienced regarding this topic. It will be painful to not share it all (smile) but in the interest of brevity, I am going to touch upon the highlights that I feel it's important to share in this moment. If you doubt my sanity, after reading what I have to say, please refer to all of the books, writing, etc. that I've shared through the years. Everything I'm about to tell you is as real as it gets.

The topic is what might be referred to as a 'walk-in' experience. I've had eight of these experiences, following the first one, the one that brought me to this incarnation when this body was four years old. In the recent days, there has been another of these experiences. One more tangible, more life-changing, than all of the others, excepting the very first one. The experiences that I've gone through have been higher-dimensional aspects of my soul, merging into the body. All but the first and last have been subtle. (There are other types of walk-in experiences that can be researched via the Internet. It's too large a topic for this blog to cover everything.)

The reason I feel it necessary to speak of this now, after having been silent about this all my life, is that this type of walk-in experience is going to be very prevalent for those who came into this incarnation with the intention of understanding how to spiritually and energetically evolve into a higher dimensional frequency of oneself. There has been much talk about the human race perhaps 'stepping into' a different world, being 'lifted up' to another reality, 'ascending,' etc. It has always been my understanding that it is we, each person individually, who will 'ascend themselves,' if you'll allow me to say it that way.

This 'new' aspect of myself has a more clear understanding of what has, is, and will happen, which is why I was so compelled to step out onto yet another 'limb' and be more vocal than usual about my personal experiences. Those who came to learn from the process of 'evolving a vibrational energy/reality' took on a tremendous task. One that will be soul-changing. Many of us took on some of the most extreme experiences imaginable in order to learn how to take the heaviest, densest, most pain-filled energy and transmute it into wisdom, thus altering the vibrational frequency. It is a process that we can call 'advanced alchemy,' if you like. It is also a fairly rare 'assignment.' Participating in altering the vibrational frequency of an entire reality is not exactly common. (said tongue in cheek)

The only way to tackle such a huge task is for each soul to tackle the job within themselves. This is what we've done. We have, and still are, changing our own dimensional frequency. When so many refer to 'the veils thinning,' this is what they refer to. The 'veils,' the energetic differences, between dimensional frequencies thins as one frequency becomes more similar to the other.

As a side note ... to have attempted to change Earth-reality itself, as a whole, would have been too similar to one of the main 'issues' that exists in this reality, which is the issue of power and control. It would have also called into speculation the issue of judgment. We are not here to judge anyone else's reality. Everyone is free to choose. Everyone is learning from the experiences they choose. To take the task of evolving on one's own shoulders, and act to change oneself, takes these issues off the table.

I promised to be brief and so I'll move on to the next thought in my mind. (there are so many) We have presented ourselves with tremendous challenges in an effort to learn how to transmute the heaviest energies imaginable. Everything has been part of the effort to rise above our human reactions, interpretations, judgments, and emotions and come to a greater understanding of how to interact with existence from a energy-based-knowing. Each experience, no matter how difficult, has been a stepping stone in your personal evolution and quest to understand. If, indeed, we are creators-in-training, it is essential to understand energy to the nth degree.

Now ... all of this being said ... and I've left much to your own imagination and intuition ... many people are coming to the point where higher dimensional aspects of their souls will be 'walking in.' Every person who has this experience will, more than likely, have a unique experience. Some will experience this process over a period of time, some will wake up and know for a fact that they are entirely different on this day. I can speak only to my own experiences when I say that my past processes have been fairly subtle, though recognizable. The current experience is not at all subtle. It is blatant, tangible, and .. ok .. a whole lot of fun. ( smile ) The knowing within oneself is expansive. The compassion is as deep as it gets. Attitudes and opinions feel as though they are coming from someone else entirely. The abilities (let's call them that) are enhanced. Personality can and probably will change. The higher dimensional frequency aspect of yourself knows much more. Is not weighed down by the hardships and emotional toll of the past experiences. Has an entirely different perspective on just about everything.

The higher dimensional aspect of yourself knows how to address the energy in which you live. If you have outstanding energy issues (illness, stuck energy, 'issues,' etc.), resist the temptation to view them in 'the same old way' and allow your inner knowing to guide you. Adopt the perspective that all things are energy and all energy can change/transmute. You are not a victim of your energy/issues any longer, once this 'walk in process' is complete.

As I think about why I felt, literally, forced to speak more publicly, I realize that it is because this is a process that WILL take place for many. It's imperative for me to tell you that you're not crazy, you're not imagining this. To question yourself, or the people going through this, will be to interfere with the magnificent flow of some of the greatest changes in energy this Earth and reality has ever undergone. WE are evolving the spiritual energy of Earth. WE are evolving ourselves. It was and is a monumental task. To define it in antiquated, Earth beliefs would be an injustice to the incredible journey we undertook, as souls. The journey that is unfolding a reality unlike anything we've ever witnessed.

Thank you to all who follow my work, offer me their trust, and support me with their belief in the path I walk. I am so blessed and grateful to each of you!

PS: If you find any typos, please forgive them. The words in my mind were flying faster than my fingers.



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Second Chances

The two stood in the light of God. The lifetime was over and now they were home.

Sarah's spirit let out a long sigh of weariness and relief. It had been a very long road. Giving Gabriel a brief smile, she touched him lightly and turned her attention back to The Presence, anxious to hear the understandings that would be coming.

With a touch so subtle that it couldn't really be called a touch, God urged them forward, into the deeper vibration of light. Arriving where they were urged to go, Sarah caught her breath and reached out to take Gabriel's hand. His grip was strong, urgent, clinging to her in a way that told her that he would never again let go.

Before them the life they'd lived was laid out in living color. In a row of color below this was laid out the life they had been meant to live.

Sarah's eyes welled with tears and she felt her heart breaking once again, just as it had when she had awakened from the dream that had shown her the life that had been meant to be. Though she could not see the eyes of God, she could feel them. Her appeal went out to existence. Why?

The Voice was gentle, caring, but stern. "You both allowed yourself to believe that love could not be yours. You allowed your experiences, the experiences you yourself chose, to guide you away from that which you knew was true."

The Voice paused and Sarah shivered as the truth penetrated her Being. Gabriel's hand was telegraphing his emotions as he absorbed the truth as well. Her eyes went to the picture of when they would have met. She found herself unable to look away.

"Nothing is ever lost forever," the Voice said quietly.

"But what it could have been," Sarah whispered, heartbroken. "What it should have been."

"You must look at what you learned," the Voice advised.

Gabriel spoke. Sarah's heart leapt in response. "I understand." His voice was thick with unshed tears. "I know the moment when I lost her to me." His eyes met Sarah's and she felt her heart break all over again. "I thought he hated me. I thought she hated me. I thought both of my parents hated me. They certainly treated me like they did. When I thought that, I began to hate myself. After all, if your parents hate you, how can you think you're worthy of love?"

Sarah's head dropped, remembering the stories Gabriel had told her about his childhood. The pain of wanting to love him until his pain was gone overwhelmed her in a way nothing else ever had.

The air went silent and Sarah realized they both were waiting for her to speak. Her voice shaking just slightly, she spoke what had been in her heart all of her years. "I thought I was unworthy of love when I put myself on that planet. I knew how painful it could be. I knew the level of suffering and hate. And I knew that it had the potential to change me." She gave a sigh as deep as life itself. "And I allowed it to do just that."

A force of energy so powerful it had the ability to move existence itself suddenly flashed into the space where they stood. A rush of hope so intense that Sarah's heart almost leapt from her chest. She looked up into the light of God, barely breathing, waiting to be told what this meant.

"There is another layer of hope," the Voice said. "I am filling you with the energy of who you were before you allowed yourself to become what you are not. You are love. Love is all that you are. To have allowed yourself to become something other than love, you lost love. You lost yourselves. You lost the reality of love that you were meant to live."

The Voice paused, allowing them to absorb the words they were hearing. Sarah barely breathed, her hope trembling through her like new life.

"You're being given a second chance. A chance to find the strength to be the love that you are, despite the exterior expressions of hate and suffering that exist in that part of existence. That part of existence thrives because it is the best avenue of learning souls can create as a test for themselves. It is the best learning tool of un-truth that can be imagined. And thus it lives. If you choose to become stronger than the tool of un-truth, you will thrive. Are you able to live your truth, the love that you are, in a world that gives you every opportunity to do the opposite?'

Sarah felt the tug of Gabriel's gaze and turned to him. The smile on his face was the light of God itself. For the first time in many, many years she allowed hope to refill her lagging energy. She nodded at him. Yes. They could, they would, do this.

The speed of Light took them back. Took them back to where it had all begun. The second chance began as the roar of a semi-truck passing by filled the room.









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The Matrix 'Fail' - A story that could be true .. or not .. you decide

There were perhaps 2,000 attendees of the conference held in the outer regions of the Earth's atmosphere. Fire Woman turned away from the meeting as it began to wind down. With a determination that allowed no one and nothing to get in her way, she headed directly to her destination. Seconds later she stood outside the portal, her inner fire raging so clearly that she appeared to be nothing more than a small blaze. She stood at the portal of an underground base near an airport. The night was dark and bitter cold but the heat she emanated made the conditions inconsequential.

She'd been in the nether regions of the base only once before, but there was no hesitation within her. The Tall who was guarding the entryway took one look at her and whispered her name. 'Fire Woman.' He stepped back and allowed her to pass.

The other Talls looked up in surprise as she marched directly into the dark, cavernous space. Glancing to her left, she scoured the massive bank of computers. She thought she knew which one she wanted but she turned to the nearest Tall and demanded he point out the exact one that held the computer chip she was after.

Without a word, he pointed to the one she had suspected. Now a small crowd of Talls had gathered but none of them made a move to stop her. In her state of fire, she moved to the computer in question and as she walked she materialized a long, sturdy ax. Reaching the computer, she wielded the ax like a sword and brought it down with all her might upon the not-so-fragile casing of the computer. The strength of the ax blow split the computer in two.

Fire Woman turned to the Tall who had directed her to the computer. He had followed her into the depths of the computer room and now stood only a few feet away from her, watching her in utter silence.

"Point out the chip I need," she demanded.

Again he pointed, still in utter silence.

She pawed through the rubble of the now-dead computer and with a smirk of deep satisfaction grabbed the tiny chip. Raising it above her fiery head, she let out an almost-silent whoop of satisfaction. She turned and with a small nod of acknowledgment to the Tall who stood behind her, she made her way out of the darkened recesses of the computer banks and back into the light above ground.

A tall pillar of light waited for her outside. She glanced briefly at the airplane coming in for a landing and turned back to the figure she knew stood within the pillar.

"I have it," she said quietly.

"The chip that monitors the energetic belief that holds the people hostage?"

"Yes," she stated flatly. "Now I'll go tell them."

"And what will you tell them," he asked.

She spoke without hesitation. "It is solid if you believe it is solid. It is God if you believe it is God. You get to choose now. Your perception is your Key. Your understanding of God is your Answer."









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