One of the Biggest Lies of the Matrix?

As I thought about the points that need to be covered in the topic I'm about to address I realized that this could easily turn into a book. A very large book. And so, please read this blog with an open mind, using your intuition to expand the possibilities of what might be true and what might be a lie.

What I'm about to say may not be very popular. But as an explanation, let me say this: My entire life, since I 'died' in 1974, has been about finding the Truth and finding the deepest connection with God that is possible here in the density and suffering of this planetary reality. The road has been beyond belief and beyond explanation. My mind has been expanded to the point where I am able to 'process' the reality of one billion existences. The word 'existence' seems to suggest 'all that is.' I've been shown that such is not the case. The existence in which this Universe is real can be multiplied by one billion. I would not have believed it, or even thought about it, if I had not been shown this with my own eyes.

I was also shown myself (and many others) coming from 'another existence' and entering this one. Honestly, this is such a truth that I don't even have to wonder about the possibility. What I DO wonder about is why we came here. But that's a topic for another blog/book.

Now to the topic that may raise some eyebrows and question marks. I was never interested in the subject of twin flames until I met someone that I was convinced was mine. All of my Divine Guidance, and even The Presence of God, assured me that I was correct. But then things went terribly, terribly wrong and I was pushed into several million questions about the truth of twin flames and what this is really all about.

At one point in my questioning I found myself outside of this existence, looking back. Similar to the artwork/picture of the 'strings of universes' piece that is featured on the side of this blog .. but much, much larger. (Times one billion) I was 'one.' There was no 'split' of myself, nothing to suggest that I was one half of a soul, or one half of anything else at all. I was Whole. As I stood there pondering why I was One when I stood there, but didn't feel One when I was here, I witnessed myself 'split' as I stepped back into this existence. To me that suggested that 'twin flames' only existed within this 'region,' this existence. Which, of course, made me wonder why.

My nights and days are consumed by my inner search for Truth and so it goes without saying that I couldn't let this go. It seemed to me that the devastation of my 'twin flame' experience held the key. As it turned out, I was right. And so .. without further delay .. here's the Truth that was handed to me.

There is no such thing as a 'twin flame.'

Let me tell you how it was explained to me. Again, everything I was told would take up an entire book but in my zest for sharing Truths with you, I'll cover the key points and leave your intuition to do the rest.

This quote came from The Presence of God. "How can anything be more 'as one' than something else? If everything is As One within the existence of God, how is it possible that one person, or one thing, is more As One than another?"

I love pure logic.

Of course, now, my full attention is focused on learning more. I almost stopped breathing as I listened for more insights.

"How can you not be Whole? If you are as aspect of God, as all things are, how can there be a part of you missing? Let me tell you this. The search for 'your other half' is part of the programming of the current Earth reality. The BELIEF in separation within the current Earth reality is the cause of separation. The belief that there is a part of you that you need to find is the belief in separation. Belief in separation is a lie."

"Please go on," I murmured, listening intently.

"As long as people believe they are separate from their innate Divine Union with God, there is a crucial part of themselves not participating in their reality. You are dis-empowered. You are lost. You are seeking outside of yourself. You are feeling unloved, separated, unworthy. You are questioning your own value. You are thinking that you need something or someone else to give you the value of yourself that you, yourself, can't find. Therefore you can see that if the belief in having 'another half of yourself, a 'twin flame, if you will, is a belief that encourages you to be powerless. It suggests you are not Whole. As far as someone or something controlling you, what better way to do that than to have you constantly distracted by a search for something you think you don't have?"

"Indeed." The thought made me breathless because it made so much sense.

"I would suggest that if people are looking for something that seems to be missing they look for their relationship with their own Divine Union with All That Is."

I nodded. It had been my quest for over 40 years. "But let me ask you this. Why is it that when we step into this existence, if I can call it that, is there a feeling of separation? Why do we even bother to step into a lie? Why do we feel as though we are split in two and need to even bother looking for 'the missing piece' of ourselves?"

"How better to discover the truth of who you are then by revealing the truth of who you are not?"

Indeed.

"How better to discover the impact of cause and effect than by immersing yourself in a study of cause and effect? A study of what is True and what is not?"

"How better to understand your Oneness with All That Is than to pretend that you are not One with All That Is?"

I DO love Truth. Indeed. And ... how can anyone be more As One than anyone else ... in God's Reality?









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A Different Type of Dream

3am .. the time of waking dreams and revelations.
All things are inter-woven and the dream is no exception. It was only a week or two ago that I was taken so far outside of reality, if we want to call it that, that, once again, I was changed so dramatically that I became another person. Not a new experience, this becoming new type of thing. But this particular event was so incredible and so far beyond even my ever-reaching imagination that I knew instantly this was something I would never speak of. My nature is to share but after examination of my decision, I realized that relating the experience could possibly do more harm than good.

The changes however .. that is another story. What would come out of the intense and incredible change I'd gone through? The dream seems to be a precursor, and I find the possibilities exciting beyond words.

I am in a vast and crowded space that looks like nothing I've ever seen before. A man in a mud-colored robe stands beside me. On my right is a 'monster' so massive that all I can see is a portion of his face. He opens his mouth to bare his teeth and I am looking into an abyss that seemingly has no end. Each tooth is, I am told, 13 feet long. There are many.

The man in robes hands me an old, rusty, steel hammer. "Hit yourself in the head hard enough to pass out and you won't feel anything when he eats you. You'll live in his belly and you won't even be aware of the fact that you're in his belly. You'll just live."

I looked at the hammer in my hand. I looked at him. I looked at the 'monster.' And wondered if he thought I was insane. "Why would I do that?" I asked.

He pointed to a crowd of people that I hadn't noticed before. "They're all doing it." He shrugged nonchalantly, as though that was explanation enough.

Irritated with his nonsense, I turned away and watched as, one by one, people hit themselves with hammers and entered the crushing jaws of the 'monster.' They seemed robotic. They seemed fatalistic. They seemed not to know that they had a choice in the matter.

I turned back to the man in robes. "Take this," I demanded, shoving the hammer into his hand.

He looked incredibly surprised. "What are you going to do?" he cried, alarmed.

"I'm not going in there to live, I can tell you that," I snapped. I turned to my left instinctively. "Bring me the other option," I said loudly. In truth, I had no conscious idea of what I was talking about but apparently, on some level, I did know.

A man in a white robe appeared. He had a rope in his hand and on the other end of the rope was a 'monster' who appeared quite similar to the one who was occupied with eating people and storing them in his belly. This 'monster' was passive and obeyed instantly when the man in white robes quietly told him to roll over. In an instant his underbelly was in clear view. He laid on his back without resistance, waiting.

The white-robed man gestured at me to lay down on the exposed underbelly of the 'monster.' "We'll take you to another truth," he said quietly.

I crawled up onto the underbelly, doing my best to ignore the sensations of the extremely unusual texture of his skin and the uncomfortable 'feeling' of the experience. As soon as I was 'nestled' into the folds of the clammy skin, we were moving. We picked up speed. We were racing in the opposite direction of 'the trap.'

I didn't look back.



It was 4am. My 'transporation mode' was gone and I stood alone with the white-robed Master. We stood in the center of nothingness. I was cells separated by space and I was nothing at all.

"Pain is the controlling factor," he advised quietly. "You no longer have to agree to the reality of the lie."

"Pain is the controlling factor." Here .. at 6am .. I sit staring at my journal. "Pain Is The Controlling Factor" is the title of a book I began to write four years ago.





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