If memory serves me right, I was in my early twenties when I wrote this quote, which still remains one of my favorites.
"All the possibilities lie before me, like fallen leaves on Autumn grass."
It is only now, so many years later, that the thought occurs to me that I was setting my Earth-Path in motion. It seems that 'possibilities' have been the mainstay of pretty much every day of my life. Had I known (if this is actually true), I probably would not have written the quote ... or loved it so much. (smile) To a large degree, my 'mission' seems to be about showing the extent of what is possible to those who care to listen.
Now, on to the reason I am writing this blog. I know it's been a long (long) time since I've written. A lot has taken place since last I appeared here on the blog. What has me here now is a series of other-world events, if we choose to call it that. Higher dimensional stuff. Life-changing. Soul-awakening.
April 1st was the 44th anniversary of my life-after-death experience. I've always felt the date was significant, as the years passed, and, quite honestly, have been a bit surprised as the anniversaries have slid by without something major taking place. This year was the exception. April 1st took me back to the energy of passing over to 'the other side' and stepping into The Presence of God. The energy of The Presence took me over, as it had so many years ago, and my sense of Divine Peace was restored in a way I didn't realize was possible.
In 1974 I was 'gone' for three days. In this present year, I felt as though I was 'gone' for three days, and yet I was not. But April 4th dawned and as I felt my way back into the state of being awake it became obvious that something had changed. There have been quite a few 'walk-in' experiences through the years. Other higher-dimensional aspects of my Infinite Soul filtering in slowly or simply slamming in without even a head's up. The 'soul exchange' (we'll call it that) this time seemed to be much more evident than all of the others.
As the days have passed, the sense of being quite different has grown. Normally the 'new' energies have been something I quickly adapted to and so this experience was going differently than the others. Now, here on the 12th, it was a night like no other, leading into a waking acknowledgement that things are still changing.
One of the very first things I learned in 1975 had to do with all things being energy. With the understandings that followed, I have thought of myself as cells separated by space. This morning that thought was key in my quest to find out what was going on. I could see myself as cells separated by space but the cells seemed to have given my 'life' over to the space. (if that makes sense?) I felt like space. But not empty space. God-space. (It would take me an entire book to explain this, I'm sure, and so hopefully you're following my thoughts.)
Now, here's where my mention of possibilities comes into play.
Stepping away from everything 3-D, I allowed Divine Silence to take over and simply went into a state of deep meditation. The first vision of my internal state of being seemed to be that the cells had, indeed, allowed space to take over. There was a feeling of the cells being separated from the space in such a way that it was immediately evident. Not sure what to make of it, I simply waited and watched. A sudden force, perhaps best described as a wind, blew through me. All of the cells were pushed out of me. I was simply space. Space. Empty. But not. God-Space.
I was not alarmed at all. It was the most natural state of Being that I could imagine. A state of Being that I had been gifted with in 1974 and had been seeking to return to ever since.
I insisted that my brain stay silent. Do not try to interpret what's going on, I advised myself.
Suddenly I was in a huge room made of gold. Golden walls. Massive double doors, arched and made of gold. I sensed someone in the room with me. Glancing to my left I knew who this was. How I knew is impossible to tell. Ganesh. I had never heard of Ganesh in this lifetime and so how did I know this? It's normal for me to hear a voice tell me to look something up and so I made a note to myself to look this up when the experience was over. Sure enough. There was a picture of this Being ... looking exactly as I'd seen in the room.
(The following link is the one that most resonated with me as I looked for information:
http://www.crystalinks.com/ganesh.html )
I have to admit, I am always secretly thrilled when I see or hear messages/visions that give me things that I don't consciously know. Such wonderful validation. Such a door-opening for possibilities. :-)
As I assimilated the presence and information about this Being/Image/Presence, there came another stirring in the golden room. This Being I DO know. Anubis. Anubis appeared to me several years ago and suggested that Divine Guidance from his energy might be welcome in my world. It was an absolute 'yes' from me and so I've had the Blessing of this Energy for the last five years or so.
We are Infinite Souls who exist within all time and space. Existence is ours to explore and experience.
Perhaps this blog is meant only to remind you.
(An edit a few minutes later: As I pondered all of this I was reminded to add something that I left out of this blog. As the meditation began I sensed the Presence of God and heard a voice. The voice said ... "We are a bit surprised that you survived all of the devastation that has come into your life. We are here to speak to you of great change."
Love to ALL
Lauren Zimmerman
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