The Forever Wound

This blog is not what it might seem to be, in the beginning of it. Read on.........


It was not something I expected. Not even something I would have imagined or predicted. A morning like every other was to become the first step into a deeper reality. A deeper understanding of God.


Since my 'death' in 1974 the entirety of my life has been a quest for Divine Union with God. To have been in that Presence and been 'put back' into this reality created such a dichotomy within me that, honestly, I had no choice but to chase the dream, so to speak. With that quiet voice as my constant companion, I followed every step asked of me. I ended up marveling over the degree of pain that I experienced by following what I call Divine Direction. It was, of course, a question in my mind. Why did the quest for God lead to such extreme pain? What was I meant to learn? And as the experiences grew in intensity, the question became almost moot. It is what it is until it isn't any more.

When I thought I had experienced the worst of the worst I think God must have shaken his finger at me with a 'no no no' gesture. Unfortunately, I didn't see that and so walked unknowingly into something that annihilated me completely. Of course it was meant to be. It was my destiny. And if I'd seen it coming of course I would have run the other way. But I wasn't meant to run the other way. I was meant to discover that the soul can be wounded and the soul can be scarred. I had not known that prior to my run-in with the most extreme pain God had to dole out. I spent two years trying to get to the lesson and understanding. And it was such an ah-ha moment when God touched me, on this morning, and explained, that I knew my life, possibly my soul, would never be the same.



I felt His Presence in a way I'd never felt it before. So physically in the room that every atom of my body reacted. I actually felt the cells inside me shift and change as they absorbed the truth that a visitation like no other was taking place. I stepped into my internal silence in a way I hadn't done in years and simply listened.

"There are wounds that change the soul. Yes. Every soul will encounter them. The quest for Oneness with God, for understanding of God, demands it. And every soul will survive it. Yes.

"It is not the dying of a loved one, for all souls are eternal and will meet again. It is not the loss of riches. It is not the hunger, the sickness, the murder, or the greed. It is not the expected pain.

"It is the experience of giving the gift of God through the love you offer and finding out that it has no value. It is not that you have no value, for that is a lie and is based upon the human experience, illusion, ego, and falsities of that temporary experience. It is the utter abandonment of all things temporary and the offering of all things eternal; and that offering receives not only a blind eye but an action akin to killing a soul. It is those moments when you offer the Infinite Soul and another Infinite Soul knowingly destroys with actions of non-love."

"Can you tell me why such an experience is necessary in order to know God?" I asked quietly.

"How can you know God if you do not know the scars of God? The scars that come when one Child can utterly disregard another Child of God. The scars of God when only Love is offered ... but remains unseen.

"One would be oblivious to Truth if one thought that existence and all of its events do not impact the Presence of God. If all is energy, and all energy impacts all energy, how could one assume that God is not impacted as well?"

The Voice grew quieter than a whisper. "God offers only love. How often is that accepted? All suffering caused by one Child upon another would end if all Children knew the love God offers. Can anyone possibly believe that God does not see the Child who turns away from the love of God that is offered?"



The words will forever echo in my soul. "How can you know God if you do not know the scars of God?"

Scars caused by indifference.

God is not indifferent.













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Simple Truth In Pictures

My gratitude to "A.I: The Movie" for one of the best pictures I've ever seen portraying an interaction from one dimension to another. It gives me the perfect format to express some simple truths .. which I do with the hope that what is given will touch one person at a time. And one person at a time is how we, as a society, will create a kinder world.

My deepest wish for ALL, my deepest hope for ALL ... May your Holiday be truly blessed and may this New Year bring ALL of Humanity closer to PEACE ON EARTH.





















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You Leave An Impression

The greatest gift in my life is the honor bestowed upon me by God; the welcoming visitations that are filled with insight and wisdom .. and 'hints.' My life is a constant study of the dichotomy between who we are as infinite beings in oneness with God and Awareness, and who we are when we exist in the density of this 3-D Earth-life. Perhaps it is my refusal to give up my need to understand that allows me the visitations. Whatever the reason, I am grateful for them and grateful for the ability to share some of the tidbits with those who may find interest in my mental meanderings.

The gift of last night's visitation was filled with so much that it left me wanting to touch every soul on this planet and, with that touch, somehow infuse them with the simple truths of the unnecessary dichotomy. The dichotomy that allows people to forget who they are in union with God.

Here's a really simple thought to ponder. If ALL is God, all people and things exist within the energy of God, and there is no separation between something that is all-one, then everything that happens to the one happens to the all.

Logical conclusion to draw from that fact ... what impacts one impacts all. All things being energy, and energy having no boundaries, the 'cause' that happens within the energy field of God 'affects' the entirety of God.

I have a memory of walking to work along the quiet morning streets of Sacramento. I was probably about twenty at the time and so it was some years ago. A woman riding a bicycle was approaching me. I am always lost in my own thoughts when I walk and so paid little attention. But when she came close enough to me she caught my eye. "God bless you," she said.

All these years later and the impact of that five-second encounter is still with me.

Every word you say, every action you take, every smile you give, every tear you cause ... you leave an impression. But you can extrapolate that realization out to a much greater degree. If you are leaving an impression on a person, you are leaving an impression on God.

Something to think about. Something to ponder.

Perhaps a KEY to causing change.
Perhaps a KEY to healing the belief in separation between you, God, ALL.
Perhaps a KEY to causing the healing of this human society in order to take a step forward into a kinder reality.



May this Holiday and the ending of this year, 2015, bring Humanity a little bit closer to Peace, to Love, to Oneness, and to Divine Unity with All That Is.

Love and Peace to ALL, from LZ











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